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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Heyy, "I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind, So you're gone and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine" It's freaking 4am in the morning and I can't even close my eyes. I have school later. And then Dance Practice from 5pm until 8pm. It's gonna be a long day. I'm gonna sleep in BZE class. That's for sure. Grr! My mind is full of stuffs. I hate thinking about it but seriously,that flower jerk is taking over my mind. Why must he come back. After all this while he was gone. It was painful for me. I had to run away crying. Hiding from all this. Slowly,I forgot. I'm leading a good life and now he come back ruining every single effort I've made to forget everything. It's not fair for me. I loved him. And he don't. Now he come back,saying all those unnecessary stuffs to me. He kissed my hand, He kissed my head, He said all those sweet stuffs, And I know evrything is just an act. He don't love me. If he do, he will leave her and come to me. But no,I'm just a toy. For him to come when he's bored. For god sake,what am I to him?! What do he take me for?! He:Am I a bad person?I know I am. Me:*Nods stupidly. So he do know he's a bad person. So he know whatever he did is wrong. But why he continue and continue to do so. I don't understand him. I just want to run away and hide somewhere safe. Leave everything behind again. It's gonna be hard. Harder than last time. I HATE YOU. Labels: eh, there's nothing else I can say |
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