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Saturday, December 5, 2009
Heyy, Friday was tiring. Spent it with Zura,Nisa,Aceh,Ayim and friends. And then Sheesha-ed with my brother,his gf and Din. I miss Rochor road beancurd,where I had it with Haider. Gonna try and ask this cheeky buddy of mine for that. Hmm. Gosh I'm working tmrw. From 11am to 11pm. Good luck to me then,it's 12 hours straight. It's been sucha long time since I work that long. Oh,I miss a lot of people. Especially Dids. But it's okay I guess? Isn’t it funny how you can think you’re completely over someone, but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street… just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you’re sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or ever will be. Everything’s just perfect. For that split second that you’ve locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say “make this last forever, only and just moment forever and ever.” But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss him, how much you still love him… and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love the most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can’t make someone love you. This is for you, |
"Don't try and perfect yourself for one person. Wait for the one who loves your imperfections." 
Andrew Vanwyngarden♥
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