Because of last Thursday and yesterday incidents, I finally am letting you do whatever you want. I'm emotionally tired. You can do whatever you want now but remember, don't go overboard cause you're not gonna find someone as patient as me who never raise my voice back at you or walks away just like that in the middle of our outing without even a proper goodbye or just staying put saying nothing while you're throwing 123456789 foul words at me or walked out in the middle of my favorite movie just so to make things better for you or staying up till 7am just so I can wake you up for school or admitting all those things that I've never done before just as so to make as if you're right. That is how much I put up just because I love you. I'm a fool aren't I? I'm not sure now if you're loving me the same. Doubts are ugly because it can make someone fragile like me feel very very very times infinity terribly awful. I don't know if you have ever thought about this but baby, am I doing to much?