These past few days is hell. I can't take the shits that you're throwing. My patience is running out and I'm afraid I'll accidentally let go of the grip that I'm gripping really tightly right now. I'm tired of the shits that is happening and you don't seem to care. Why does it look so easy to you? I'm suffering here while you can still jolly well keep on doing shit to me. You claim you love me so is this love you're proving? The shits I did to you is nothing compared to yours. So please, stop whatever shit you're doing now because I can't take it any longer. I've been crying to sleep for these past few nights. You don't even know that don't you?