Friday was working from five to eleven and then off for my movie date with ze lover. It was a really good and cute night but when we got home and talked on the phone, things just got messy. Sigh I wish he knew how egoistic he is. He can do whatever he want but I can't. It's just so frustrating. He claimed he loves me but his actions doesn't tally with whatever he claimed. What exactly am I to him? I can't help but to just keep on doubting and doubting. Sigh but on a lighter note, I finally online shopped after zillions of months not doing so. Retail therapy is ze best! I just want to work like crazy and then shop shop and just shop.