Sometimes, things are better left unknown. For nineteen years I've lived, this is the first time I got to know that a person can love two person at one time. I find it bullshit, who's with me? I am deeply sad right now no words can describe how sad I am, not even a sad face. When I heard those spiteful sentence, my heart gave a painful jolt. At that point of time I didn't admit that those simple sentence can make me go all teary and I might heard my heart broke to pieces. I acted okay, adjusting my voice but on the other hand, I was actually crying silently, tears was rolling down my face non stop but I kept my voice calm while crying hard. It's amazing how can I do that. I just don't want the other party to know that it made a great impact on me so I acted I was okay with that sentence. Only god knows how I felt. All girls are the same, they want to be the only one. But I guess I can never be the only one. You made me forget about my pasts, that was incredible because that means you made a great impact on my life. But sigh, I didn't make a great impact on your life and that means, you don't love me enough, I didn't do anything to make you love me enough. I suck, I am not a great girl. One hundred and one percent that someone is going to cry to sleep tonight :(

; xoxo Syira A